This was an email I received from M a while back. One of the first challenge to overcome when deciding to take the USMLE is self-doubt. The second challenge to overcome is the concern that their dreams are more than what their finances can handle. The third challenge to overcome is to forget all the anecdotal evidence of those who have failed while remembering those who succeeded.
Dear Dr. Jamie,
Dear Dr. Jamie,
Hello. I've researched on USMLE and came across your blog.
You are truly aspiring! I am a Malaysian medical student, studying in XXX.
I am wondering if you think I should apply for USMLE, given
that my syllabus back in XXX is more of a problem-based learning system (and
not lecture based)? I am always worried that my medical knowledge is not on par
with the rest of my fellow classmates. Furthermore, I am not exactly the top
scorer of my class. I dedicated a lot of my time studying, but will only score
fairly (sometimes just passing, sometimes above average). Even so, do you think
I should take USMLE?
I know you mentioned that with time & motivation, one
could compensate for the lack in memory & intelligence, but I'll be
starting clinical rotations at the start of January, and I am quite worried I
would be burnt out after my rotations and wouldn't dedicate as much time as I
should.
I wasn’t a top student as well when I
started out with my USMLE journey. During my first two years of medical school,
looking back at the percentile, I was actually below average. In my second
year, I decided that I really wanted to go to the U.S. I started focusing
60-70% of my time in medical school studying for the USMLE. I realized that
having good scores would get me a ticket to the U.S. I also realized that
scoring well in medical school doesn’t mean much. In the end, anyone who
passes, top scorer or not, gets to work as a doctor in Malaysia. However, doing
well in the USMLE will allow me to get immediately into a specialization
training program in the U.S. Fast forward many years later, I was thankful for
the decision I made back then. While the top scorers in my medical school are
still waiting for the government to offer them Masters position (which has more
to do with connections, duration of service and racial quotas than merit), me,
the below average student, is going to start subspecialization training.
Like you've mentioned in your blog, financial issue is a big
factor and would deter us from taking the exam..it is indeed true. As an
international medical student, I am paying alot more than the locals and other
government sponsored students. I am worried that if I take the exams, my
results would not be as good (below average/fail) & would make me feel that
I've wasted my money. Or even if I did well in USMLE, I might not secure a spot
in residency as well. My lecturer emphasised that it is getting tougher and
tougher each year and not everyone could successfully matched in their
residency program. I knew of a Singaporean senior who achieved 270 in USMLE
Step 1 and still did not match.
Not everyone would match. In terms of
foreign applicants, there are around 12,000 each year, and you have to be
better than 50% of them in order to match. In addition of USMLE scores, getting
a position also depends on interview skills as well as specialties, which you
choose. In the U.S., everything is almost transparent. Every year, the match statistics are released, and it reveals valuable information such as the number of applicants,
probability of matching based on score and so on.
Looking at the chart below, you can see
that for Foreign-trained physicians, the number of applicants has been around
12,000 per year. The probability of matching remains the same at around 50%, meaning that if you are in a class of 10, you will have to beat the other 5 to match.
This is another chart, which shows the
probability of matching based on USMLE scores for a NON-US medical student in
light green. I scored 240++, and I stood an 80% chance of matching. After receiving my Step 1 results, I immediately started my Step 2 CK preparation and also made more detailed plans to get into the U.S.
The reason I'm interested in USMLE is because there are more
and more medical students all over the world, with very limited training
slots/internships/residency places. Like everyone else, medical school is
expensive and I am paying a large sum for tuition fees & cost of living.
Inevitably, I would like to have a good job prospect to repay my student loan,
etc. but I'm really worried about my future and the direction I'll be heading.
Please kindly advice and I am sorry to bore you with such a long email.
Around 6-7 years ago when I made the decision to head to the
U.S. I took the gamble and studied hard for the
exam to improve my odds of matching. I knew that nothing was a 100% and no one
can guarantee my entry into a training position. I justified paying for the exams by thinking that the cost of the USMLE process is peanuts compared to the cost of my medical school.
However, the difference between being able to enter the U.S. specialization system and entering the Kementerian Kesihatan Malaysia workforce is huge.
If one of your main hesitation to take the USMLE is due to
financial reasons, I would suggest that you consider taking one of the steps
first. If you do really well in that step, take it as a sign that you should proceed
with other steps. If you do poorly in that step, then stop your pursuit of the
USMLE but be satisfied to know that at least you have tried.